The Big Sleep

same song same scene, take two

alone in my tiny room, nothing

it's 5 A.M i'm sleepless and dry

will I get up in the morning

with a big headache

and an empty feeling inside of me?

can you take a piece of my heart

but just a piece?

i'm here again, i'm the killer again

and there's nothing left,

but the same song

over and over the frozen years

the drug is working fine

suits me like a new dress

i'm ready to go

i'm ready to drown

my mental noise

and slip away

can you say the word forever?

such a big word, i can't babe

i have no tomorrows

and sometimes i care

and sometimes i don't

i'm lonely because i want to

cause i rather songs

than relationships

even if you can spell my name

like a holy word

cause i've seen it happen

and i never want to see it again

silver eye behind the window

i'm not afraid of mondays anymore

she says i'm a dinosaur girl

she says i've slept with every man

who called me "honey"

i think this is too much,

a decade or two

but i'm too dumb to think

i'm a bunch of pictures on the wall

oh how i wish

i was in love with you

so i can write you wonderful songs

just like Leonard Choen does

and say my name